all the heavens shout your praise. beautiful is our god, the universe will sing Hallelujah to you our king.crucified laid behind a stone, live to die, rejected and alone, like a rose trampled on the ground, you took the fall, and thought of me, above all.that i may dwell in your house forever, lifting up your name, dwell in your house forevermore.better is one day in your courts, better is one day in your house, better is one day in your courts than thousands elsewhere.open up the doors and let the music play, let the streets resound with singing, songs that bring your hope and songs that bring your joy, dancers who dance upon injustice.

when you try your best but you don't succeed. when you get what you want, but not what you need. when you feel so tired, but you can't sleep. stuck in reverse. when the tears come streaming down your face, when you lose something that you can't replace. when you love someone but it goes to waste, could it be worse?
-coldplay , fix you

currently this verse is what im feeling now. 3rd April 2006 7:56pm sitting down here at home. played hwa chong this afternoon. screwed the whole match up. couldn't believe that we're out of the finals now. its just really disappointing. first time in acjc history acjc waterpolo team didn't make it into the finals. i don't know how to look at my friends, i dunno how to look at my teachers. i just wanna shoot myself. but obviously i won't, cos its a stupid thing to do. i get all the "its okay, try harder next year" speeches from everyone. but i think its cliche. no one in my position would want, or ever want to be given a "its okay, try harder next year" speech right after screwing up a crucial match. esp if its your personal sport. the sport that you've been training a WHOLE DAMN freaking year for. its all gone to waste. thats what i think. and i don't really give a damn to whatever you guys out there think. if you don't like it. you can just go to some other person's blog and spam comments there.
i hate blogging. out!